Had my 1st birthday this year. which mean I turned 20 this year. i found this picture so adorbs. Mga panajong literal na wala pa akong pinoproblema sa buhay. iiyak lang ako, to the rescue na si Mom. pero this time, it's different. I'm an adult, I'm legal and I'm matured enough to face all the obstacles in my life. happy ako na pinalaki ako ni mom and dad in the best way they can. They are the best parents. If I would live in another life, I would want them still to be my parents. 

My second and third birthdays. To be honest, I can still remember this "scene" pero I don't like to make kwento pa abt it. I just like this photos. Sabi ng classmate ko, yung hitsura ko daw eh yung hitsurang masarap paiyakin. NOT. 

And because it's my 20th, I decided to buy myself a gift. a thing that I wanted for so long. And I don't regret a thing kahit na napagalitan ako ng konti ni Mom. what's important is happy ako and I used my own money to buy this thing. I'm really really happy and excited to use this.

First photo. The excitement my friends and I felt when the film was coming out from the camera.

There's nothing really special happened to my day itself. even my family didn't went out for a dinner. wala ngang food sa bahay eh. di rin ako nantreat. no gifts or whatever. isang beses lang ako nakakain sa buong araw which is breakfast tapos sunny side up egg lang ang ulam. pero wala namang problema yun saken. di ako pumasok ng first class, 2nd class na ako pumasok, at naconfiscate pa ng guard yung id ko for wearing leggings. fuck that. 

my ex and crushes didn't even greet me that day. Imagine, I almost waited for them the whole day pero sobrang wala talagang naggreet. pero naggreet naman yung dalawa kong crush the next day so okay naman na lahat.

At the end of the day, di pa din ako nakafeel ng sadness, I just felt like, yung presence lang ng friends and mom ko, sobrang kumpleto na yung day ko. I couldn't ask for more. Thank you, Lord. 

HAPPY 20TH OF EXISTENCE, SEXY AND FREE.