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My Notebook
"I'm not bitter anymore. Because I know that what we had was real."
-The Notebook.
That is my favorite line in the movie The Notebook based on the novel by Nicholas Sparks. The story is very inspiring. And at some point, it made me want to cry and reminisce my own love story.
I'm not blogging now because i feel broken, I'm writing because I have to release the "tension" I'm feeling right now because of overthinking.
I didn't cry for more than a month until last June1, something made me break down and cry like a kid. I really don't understand why some things can make me still cry even if it happened for more than a year..... It's like, the pain is still here, and it hurts like shit. I know that it has been forever, but I'm really finding it hard to move on though I already let go of the things that I love, to be specific, the person whom I loved the most....
Every time I see there pictures together, all the pain comes back. Parang fresh na fresh pa rin yun nangyari.. Sobrang sakit pa rin. Para akong nasa hell. It's like I've never been used in seeing there pictures together.. I'm feeling that there's someone stabbing my heart so hard that I barely breathe.. All that I wanted lang naman talaga is makamove on. I'm saying move on by not being hurt even if I see there thousands of pictures together. Yung I can say that, I'm really happy for them and ofcourse, to myself. But until now, I can't say it with all my hypothalamus.
I know that we had was real. And by chance, I'm still hoping that somewhere along this road, we can see each other and fall in love again..
