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Miss Hopeless Romantic who wants to travel around the world with the one she loves.

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BY: LARA DATE: Wednesday, June 12, 201311:18 AM NOTE[s]: 0

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I guess, each one of us naman deserves to be happy. Pero iba iba yung intensity ng happiness na dinedeserve natin. Right now, i can say na i can feel a LEGIT happiness. Yeah, because I used to fake it. Heehee. Pero I’m still not sure kung ito ba talaga yung happiness na dinedeserve ko.
I’ve been through a lot.
I got my heart broken into pieces, parang ginamitan ng armor and pestle ang puso ko sa pagkakadurog nito. And it lasted for almost a year. Grabe, this is the worst experience talaga so far. Tipong, di makatulog, di makakain. Akala ko sa tv lang yun nangyayari, pero totoo pala yun. Akala ko nga di na ako makakamove on. But, i really learned a lot from it.
My lola passed away. Ang sakit sa puso. Kahit na palagi nya akong pinapagalitan sa pagiging maingay, mamimiss ko pa rin sya. Napanaginipan na sya ng mga pinsan ko, ako nalang hindi. Hahaha, ayaw nya saken? Jk. 
Recently, I just failed a subject. Okay, so I have to repeat it with the same teacher. Grabe, butas nanaman ng karayom ang pagdadaanan ko. Plus, my GWA is so so so low. Lowest grade in my entire life. What the hell is wrong with me.
And lastly, my dad will be retiring very soon, so how can I pursue medicine? Eh isang sem costs 120,000 :( so okay, do I have to be a working student? Sorrynotsorry.
As I said, i’m feeling a legit happiness right now pero I’m not sure kung eto ba talaga yung dinedeserve ko.. Kasi feeling ko….. I deserve a “higher intensity” of happiness after what i’ve been through. Pero alam kong ibibigay naman yun ni God in time. Sa ngayon, eto lang daw muna. Ayoko rin naman maging super duper mega happy kasi baka bigla akong ma-fall from cloud9. :)
Pray.
Okay. Bye.

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