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Love.. Happiness.. Can someone please define this two words for me.. Are they the same thing? Is being in love, happiness? Or is being happy, love? Hmm. I dont know. I dont even know the idea why i am blogging about this things. It's just that.. Love for me is.. Unfair. But maybe we commit the mistakes that madeit unfair. Some people love too much. Some are insensitive. Some are taken for granted. Some are expecting. Some are waiting, for nothing.. I'm not sure why we have to get through this... When can we achieve that so called happiness where no one feels pain, sadness, anger or anything regarding negative vibes. i've been happy for the first months of my relationship with my forevermore.. Everything was so sweet and happy. Yes, we've been through arguments but i'm glad we survived them. Those ups and downs. Tears. Yells. Heartbreaks. Heartaches. Yet, we still loved each other and managed to get through that obstacles. And so i wonder why we went in this situation. A situation where no one would want to be. Where you and the person you loved the most became strangers again.. i dont want to think or even feel this pain, ever again.. But there will always be a part of me that will be stuck in that heartbreak i had. it's really really wrong to give someone every thing to the point that you left nothing for yourself. Because when that someone walk away, there will be nothing left for you.. and that feeling when you see the one you love loving someone else.. Worst nightmare.. Like, so many knife stabbed in you heart... You can do nothing about it because you cant remove the knives.. All you can do is feel the pain and soon, get used to it.. Because as time goes by, they pain will slowly fade away.. ![]() |