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BY: LARA DATE: Thursday, August 27, 20096:23 PM NOTE[s]: 0
climax.

i hope, this would be the last time i will cry. i've reached the climax. i'm so so so tired. sobrang sakit na ng puso ko, ang bigat bigat na ng pakiramdam ko. feeling ko malapit na akong sumuko, malapit na akong bumigay. pero may 5% pa naman akong natitirang lakas, at kahit ganoon lang yun kaonti, atleast meron pa rin db?

the kwentow. he fetch her at the pool. i dunno what my reaction would be when i saw them. ang nagawa ko na lang eh humagulgol sa sobrang sakit. again. sa SOBRANG sakit. ngayon ko pa lang to nararamdaman sa buong buhay ko. nakakainis. di ko alam kung paano titigil ang luha ko. di ko alam kung paano ko matatanggap. di ko alam kung paano ako hindi masasaktan. hindi ko alam kung kelan ako matututo. at hindi ko alam kung paano ako magmomove on. :((

im so bangag today. :(( SAKIT SA BANGS FRIENDS. parang gusto ko lang magisa all day. umiyak all day. pero good thing, walang tumulong luha sa mata ko. malungkot ako. sobra sobrang lungkot. pero pinilit kong hindi lumuha. dang. im really such a loser. :(

pero ewan ko. after a while, i feel relieved. parang ang gaan na ng pakiramdam ko. im starting to smile and laugh again. sabi ni eka, pag nameet mo na daw ang climax na sakit e unti unti ng bumababa. meaning, unti unti ko ng matatanggap. thank God. he's hearing my prayers. i went pala kahapon sa church para magpray with Marian. super kinausap ko si God although maikli lang yung prayer ko. im always praying to him naman. i wish, magtuloy tuloy na talaga tong nafifeel kong nakakamove on na ako.

ayokong mastuck at maiwan dito no. masistress at papanget lang ako kung ipagpapatuloy ko tong gawain kong to. :)

thank you kay EKA at MARIAN at sa iba pang taong naiyakan ko at kinomfort ako. sorry. im super iyakin lang talaga. pero masaya ako na nanjan kayo para ikomfort ako. :) im really starting to move on. :D